The D Word

Dissertation now has one week and 5 days to be completed i'm shitting myself but for some reason my response is to procrastinate the whole day and i have to go home for a few days so the said 1 week 5 days is more like 1week 2 days, if that.

I'm scared of failure as well as ridiculously bored of looking at this screen. When i enter my room i look at it in contempt a prison where your tortured by ridiculously long essays i.e. 10,000 word; and even worse is the subject matter transvestism in contemporary performance, which to be fair seems alluring with interest. However this essay must use deconstruction theory and not only that but one author (Judith Butler) who has been accredited to be one of the most in comprehensive way of writing as well as Derrida who is near impossible to phantom.

Oh God if only I was the only one who felt like this, facebook status's are constantly updated with loathing drivel of word counts, frustation and general bullshit to procrastinate from the horror that truelly is dissertation.

Anyway here goes the final push the last stand against this beast which shall finally be vanquished just in time to enjoy the last month of uni.

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